Traveling to another country, he was lucky to have all the formal procedures of setting up a business smoothly carried out. At 23, Adam was working on launching his own project after losing interest and passion at his current workplace. After finding a good location to start selling the traditional clothes he had been designing, he decided he was ready to start his business the very next day!

Unexpectedly, his business became a huge success. Adam quickly became a notable businessman in this district, so much so that he was featured in the most prestigious magazines and newspapers. This has led to even greater publicity and he had become a prominent figure; competing with the giant industries in this field. Everything was going well for him and during this time, he had adapted well to the new environment. Nonetheless, Adam was experiencing spiritual dehydration, he was yearning for a spiritual boost; but his workload and commitments hindered any progress he made. He felt immensely distanced from His Lord.

With his business continuing to flourish, the number of events he was invited to magnified rapidly. His first public appearance was when he was invited to host a fundraising event. The purpose was to raise funds to build schools and hospitals in poorer countries, and to this, he was very excited. However, he later found out that funds were to be raised through lottery. He was utterly disappointed. How could he possibly attend an event, in spite of the cause being a very noble one, that involves a clearly haram1 aspect to it? He was torn apart, it wasn’t more customers or greater publicity he was running after, no, he was seeking opportunities to please Allah swt (1) and to give back to his community, after finding himself lacking in these areas due to stress and extreme workload. Thinking of this dilemma hurt his head, so he decided to consult a trustworthy friend:

“Salih, do you think I should attend such an event?”

“Listen Adam, I am like your brother, and I want the best for you. This event is not for us Muslims, the haram aspects you will inevitably engage in when being there outweigh any potential benefit.”

“Hmm… It’s quite a tough decision for me to take. But Salih I find that it is crucial for me to attend, this is an opportunity for me to do something humanitarian. I have been seeking such opportunities; I cannot just simply walk away now.”

“Adam, I kindly request you to keep the words I will speak now in mind, no matter what the circumstance. Nothing is worth the loss of your deen Adam, nothing! Do not compromise it or make it second to anything, for that will only lead to regret

With that he got up and left, his words resonating in the mind of his friend for long afterwards… Register here!

After much struggle with his thoughts, he decided this was a good cause and although the means may not be Islamically legitimate, yet the purpose overpowers that. Convinced by his own justification, he also thought that he was always doing good, surely one small mistake wouldn’t be a big deal, right? His intention was for the sake of Allahswt (1), hence, he thought he was doing the right thing. Happy with his decision, he got ready to attend the event.

As Adam stepped down from his car and entered the room where the event was to be held, he suddenly felt an abnormal heaviness in his chest. His eyesight became blurry and the sounds in the background slowly began to fade. Unable to breath, he realized what was happening, but it was too late; he fell on the ground unconscious.

* * * * * * *

Walking down the lane, he maneuvered his way left and right, warding off the thorns from the fascinating petals slyly hiding their needles underneath, ruthlessly pricking his rather soft, delicate skin…

Carefully avoiding the muddy pedals on the ground, protecting his clothes from unwanted stains, he continued on his path…

He dismissed the exquisite scenarios around him in order to remain focused on successfully reaching his destination, no distractions allowed-otherwise, game over! No, he will not allow anything to come in his way, it was almost over, he couldn’t risk it…

It hurt, it was not easy- no it wasn’t…

It was rather painful

But without a shadow of doubt, it was worth it!

He knew it, and he sure was not proven wrong.

Only a glimpse, a peek, a glance, caused him to forget the struggle he patiently endured- it was over.

The brightness engulfed him, the welcome was surreal, it was like no other…

YES! He made it!

* * * * * * *

That was the turning point.

Although he lay in a coma after the heart attack he survived, he was still able to think. He wasn’t sure what his vision meant, but he was certain of one thing; that he had been given another life and another chance. This heart attack may seem as an obstacle to others, yet Adam knew it was nothing but a mercy and blessing from Allah swt (1). If he had remained there until the event started, he would have incurred a burden of sins, as he just realized that what he was about to do was without a doubt disgraceful in the name of Islam. He was ashamed of himself, ashamed for having fallen into error so easily without considering that Allah swt (1) is watching his every move. Shaitan’s wicked plots and the evil whispers of his nafs(soul) had gotten to him, but enough was enough.

He realized then why he had fallen into error, it was not because he was unaware of the prohibition of lotteries, but it was the human defect of underestimating one’s sins. We fool ourselves into believing that we are good Muslims, hence, one small sin doesn’t really affect, but who has guaranteed us the acceptance of our good deeds? And who are we to decide which sin we can commit and which one we cannot? It is these ‘small’ sins of ours that lead to the spiritual voids, and constantly repeating those leaves one less guilty each time. We become less vigilant of our actions, drawn by the tide, forgetting that Allah swt (1) the All-Mighty is the All-Seeing, All-Knowing.

The words of his friend came ringing in his ears: “Nothing is worth the loss of your deen Adam, nothing! Do not compromise or make it second to anything, for that will only lead to regret” He now fathomed the deep truth illuminating from these words, it was he who was blinded from the truth. He was making his deen second to his wishes and desires even though he tried convincing himself otherwise, but he now understood that when one’s deen becomes the ultimate priority, the other pieces of the picture harmoniously fall into place.

* * * * * * *

His friend Salih came to visit and although Adam was unable to communicate with him, he could hear every word spoken. Salih was reading verses from the Qur’an to him. Oh how grateful Adam was to have him in his life at that moment! His soft, soothing voice was gradually healing him, calming his nerves, as though telling him that all will be fine. Salih continued to recite until he reached the verse:

“and no soul perceives in what land it will die.”(Surat Luqmān; 31:34)

It was this verse that shook him; it pierced his heart as though a spear had been aimed at him. If Allahswt (1) willed, Adam could have died right then and there at the event’s hall, but Allahswt (1) saved him from such a horrible death, He saved him from meeting His Lord whilst committing such an unlawful act. This was the biggest wake-up call he could have possibly encountered in his life, not even the death of a friend would have been as powerful, as it was he who had almost died, almost lost his life in a place displeasing to Allahswt (1). He had been given a chance to repent, and for this…

He was eternally grateful!

* * * * * * *

Salih smiled: “You know, I think I may have an idea of what your vision was all about.” It was long since Adam left the hospital, and he had recounted the vision he had to his friend as soon as he met him.

“Really? You do?”

“Well, I think that was a message from Allahswt (1). What took place in your vision was nothing but the definition of taqwa. That is what Allah swt (1) expects from us – to be forever vigilant of our actions and behaviors as they are the path that would decide our ultimate destination. Our life is centered around us walking down a lane, thus we must be very wary of the thorns and needles we encounter, always remembering that Allahswt (1) is watching, and will hold us accountable for every misdeed. It doesn’t matter how far we have reached, we must continue on the right path and dismiss any distractions, as it is our ending which matters. This is where the twist happens; we do not know if we will leave this world whilst prostrating to Allah swt (1) or committing a sin, and so, we must strive to please Allah swt (1) with every breath we take.  Yes, it won’t be easy, but trust me, it will all be worth it, and Allah swt (1) will pour His blessings upon us endlessly throughout this journey. This is pathway for us to have the brightness of Jannah envelope us!”

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33 replies on “Walking Down The Lane…”

    Mohammad Minhajuddin
    April 6, 2016 at 11:28 am

    Very nice article.. Worth reading… Jazak Allah Khair…

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      April 11, 2016 at 7:22 pm

      JazakAllah khair for the feedback brother!

    Farrukh Jamal
    April 8, 2016 at 5:33 am

    Awesome Reminder! Tears comes to my eyes after reading this article. JAZAK ALLAH Sister! May ALLAH rewards you

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      April 11, 2016 at 7:23 pm

      Ameen ya rabb!
      I am happy that you liked it, jazakAllah khair for leaving a comment!

        May 6, 2016 at 5:24 am

        Can a muslim be sucessful in his deen in a kafir country? And then be sucessful in this world too? I am confused sister!

        • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
          May 8, 2016 at 7:32 pm

          I am not sure if your question is related to the story but in sha Allah yes, a person can be successful anywhere as long as he adheres to the teachings of Islam and obeys Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala and fulfills his obligations. If this is slightly more challenging in a kafir country then you might consider migrating or striving even harder to please Allah in spite of your circumstances. And Allah knows best.
          May Allah make it easy for you and may He make us all from amongst the successful in the dunya and in the akhira.

    April 9, 2016 at 1:20 pm

    Alhamdulillah.. great article, I always thought that a disease like that is a major factor for someone to turn to Allah. This occured to me personally last month, I’ve been afflicted with a heart problem, but amazingly no doctors can detect anything wrong with me. That was the moment I knew that life depends totally on Allah, my heart beats as Allah wills, I came to understand that I have no power to control this heart, so that helped me to become closer to Allah and repent. I still remember the day my heart was in pain, the first thing that rang in my mind was when’s the last time I did my solat taubat? May Allah keep us steadfast in our journey to become closer to Him, and help other muslims turn back to Allah, in sya Allah 🙂

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      April 11, 2016 at 7:25 pm

      May Allah grant you a speedy shifa’ Fatin, thank you for sharing your story!
      Ameen to your dua 🙂

    Said Hasan
    April 11, 2016 at 5:19 pm

    Masha Allah. Inspiring. It will be great if you write an islamic fiction book. Your writing style is great. JazakAllah khayr.

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      April 11, 2016 at 7:26 pm

      JazakAllah khair for the words of encouragement brother, it really means a lot!
      Alhamdulillah, Allah is the source of all good, may He accept it 🙂

    May 6, 2016 at 3:46 am

    OH ALLAH,FORGIVE ME…………i am your bad slave,i m gunahgar…….always i go through this situation……BUT ALLAH RABBUL ALAMIN,YOU always save me,blessed me and give rain of your rahmat………YA ALLAH,This is the love of a creator to his creature…….SHOKOR ALHAMDULILLAH……….Thanks to writer of this article…….it made me to realize scenary of my fault and sin……..May ALLAH FORGIVE ME AND MAKE ME AS HIS KABUL SLAVE…….AMEEN………

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 7, 2016 at 8:49 pm

      Ameen, JazakumAllah khair for reading!

    Muhammed Omeiza Nurudeen
    May 6, 2016 at 5:08 am

    Alhamdulilahi, every blessed day our quest for daily activities is drifting us away from our Deen. Thank for this reminder that have strengthened back my Deen.

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 7, 2016 at 8:52 pm

      JazakAllah khair for reading brother!

    said ahmed hamdun
    May 6, 2016 at 6:00 am

    shukran,jazakaallah kheir,it really touched my heart

      Badal Moslehuddin
      May 6, 2016 at 10:44 am

      Assalamu Alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu and Jazakallahu Khairan for such an inspiring article reminding us what Taqwa really means. We often hear and talk about Taqwa without grasping it’s meaning and understanding how best we can achieve this. Your well-written article touched my heart and brought tears in my eyes out of fear of not knowing in what state I will return to Allah SWT. May Allah SWT enable us to fear and obey His commandments in all of our actions and thoughts and make our last deed the best deed. Aameen Summa Aameen.

      • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
        May 7, 2016 at 8:57 pm

        Wa alaykum alsalam wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu,
        What you said is true, may Allah allow us to identify what really matters and help us dedicate our time to improving that.

        Ameen to your dua’

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 7, 2016 at 8:53 pm

      Alhamdulillah, JazakAllah khair for taking the time to read it!

    May 6, 2016 at 9:02 am

    Jazakallah Khair for this beautiful reminder. Infact we have to remind our selves about the direction in which our deeds take us every day …. When we fail to do that Shaitan literally convinces us that our justifications are fine and we are right…
    But actually we keep flawing until we end up in a major breakdown..
    “Allah (SWT) is the best of the planners” . Nothing can beat his plan.. and all that we need to do is only trust Him!
    May Allah increase our trust in him!

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 7, 2016 at 9:01 pm

      JazakAllah khair for reading! Indeed, we have to hold ourselves accountable every day in order to continue improving in everything we do.

      Thank you for your input and Ameen to your dua’!

    Rushdiya Shahabdeen
    May 6, 2016 at 9:54 am

    Excellent article. May Allah ST bless you.

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 8, 2016 at 7:21 pm

      JazakumAllah khair for reading!
      Ameen wa iyyakum

    Juel Rana
    May 6, 2016 at 11:12 am

    eye opening write up…Jazakaallah Khair…

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 8, 2016 at 7:22 pm

      Alhamdulillah, JazakAllah khair for the feedback Juel!

    May 6, 2016 at 3:42 pm

    JazakAllahu khairan for posting such a beautifull article to purify nufs and helps to stay focused on deen whilst making any decision whthr small or big..DEEN shud be believers priority.

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 8, 2016 at 7:23 pm

      Indeed that is true
      JazakAllah khair for the feedback!

    May 7, 2016 at 4:28 am

    Jazakallah khair. It is a good reminder to us all!

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 8, 2016 at 7:24 pm

      Alhamdulillah, jazakAllah khair for reading!

    May 7, 2016 at 3:16 pm

    Ma sha Allah, Allaah saved me from committing a seemingly small sin through this article. May you be rewarded ameen

    • Ibtihal Al-Khalifin
      May 8, 2016 at 7:28 pm

      SubhanAllah, may you be rewarded for reading and for leaving the sin.
      Ameen to your dua’

    katia fazila
    May 30, 2016 at 8:16 am

    Mashallah beautiful article sister, beautiful indeed!

    July 5, 2016 at 11:55 pm

    Excellent article. May Allah ST bless you.

    August 27, 2022 at 3:35 pm

    SubhanAllah! A reminder much needed. JazakAllah Khayr.